Tuesday, August 25, 2009

I’m terribly worried about Cassian. We already have a date set for tomorrow. Since I’m not particularly comfortable in public places, we settled for a small movie marathon in his flat, just the two of us over supper.


Today, though, Tarrah, Claudia, and I managed to get him to open up a little and discovered more or less the ‘source’ of his problem, I hope to address it over the meal. Since he never eats anything and just keeps me company while I do, it might be the best time to have him talk.


I really am fond of him. He’s always been like a father to me, and takes care of me when Michael--for whatever reason-- cannot.


I hate seeing him so miserable even if he pretends there’s nothing wrong and just bottles everything up, with no outlet what so ever through which to deal it with.


Most likely than not, he’ll probably insist we talk about something else, or focus the conversation on myself, but I really just want to help him. I really do care about him.

1 comment:

Michael said...

My love, I truely admire you going out of your way like this to make sure Cassian is alright.

I know it may not seem like it, but I also worry about him, especially after learning how he bottles everything up like this. It really isn't healthy, you know? (although I'm not really one to talk, since I tend to do the same...)

You must tell me how this 'movie date' of yours went, I'm eager to hear if it was a sucess. I missed you terribly while you were away (and I miss you still...)

Yours, Always

Michael